grey would be the color if I had a heart

[sarah_orange]

not been feeling very updatey recently - a bit too lost for you all to see. plus I've had a hectic week and a horrid cold. theoretically the good things I've done have out weighed the bad things this week which is nice. perhaps I will go to heaven afterall. things should start to get better now. trouble is the less I have to worry about other people the more time I have to pick holes in myself. hence I've decided to develop munchausen's syndrome by proxy. don't accept food from me for a while unless you're certain I haven't put rat poison in it... argh - even when I'm miserable I still have a psychotic need to make poor quality jokes. there's no hope - kill me now.

am off to manchester with iicatsii and _a_l_e_x_ tomorrow night to go to sin city with zheers - am hoping the change may kickstart my mood for the better. the silly dress I'm going to wear will amuse those around me at the very least :)

Comments

[gothadh.livejournal.com]

Well I look forward to seeing you and your funny dress tonight at Sin City!

[sarah-orange.livejournal.com]

ooo excellent! zheers said you had a visiting parent and so wouldn't be out. should go and get ready really, via a whole load of fishfingers with vinegar - yum

[gothadh.livejournal.com]

The other half has one of his parents visiting and I have both of mine next weekend so no WH for me I'm afraid!