So you found a girl who thinks really deep thoughts. What's so amazing about really deep thoughts?

bras.
lots of bras.
huge bras.
scarily so.

hmm. mood not improving. darkening if anything. its making me act badly which in turn makes me feel worse. to quote something entirely out of context: "Which is interesting, because you can actually watch yourself behaving in this terrible way, but you can't control it." yeah.
thing is I've just had a lovely weekend surrounded by lovely people. I should be happy. I have lots of people that say they care about me so what's the problem? well I know exactly what the problem is but that doesn't help at all. plus I'm now getting a psychotic aversion to being on my own. I love being on my own when I don't have to be but the second I'm left alone at night it all starts to go bad. when did I accidentally turn into a needy person? pfft.

where can you see lions?

x-posted from my forum:

Right Kiddies I need to organise my mexican party (25th September) so I'd like to know who's likely to be coming so I can dole out some tasks. I've dibbed straightforward chilli, tim's doing spicey pancakes and tinks is planning on apple enchiladas. I recon julie will be the guacamole queen as usual...

should be good - its in close proximity to tim, beckie and tinks' birthdays.

so are you coming? do you have a speciallity or a sombrero?