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[sarah_orange]

I am almightily fed up today. it's just one thing after another. think I've just hit the straw that breaks the camel's back bit too.

bah. I'm sure I can hear a chugging noise accompanying the light at the end of the tunnel

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[sarah-orange.livejournal.com]

the next weekend I get away from the club is whitby. will's under as much stress as me at the mo - possibly more - he has to deal with the crushingly tedious day to day shit like cleaning as we can't afford cleaners til the post-summer cashflow starts. he's a good bloke and I worry I take him for granted sometimes - he gets a lot of stress and, like me, doesn't always deal with it well. there's no excuse for that beard though.

I'll try some positive stuff to see if that helps:
woo I'm a black belt. I get to dj on sunday. most of my chums are healthy and good and not too stress-causing. I've lost weight and am still hopefully losing weight. if I manage to stave off bankruptcy I'm going to Japan in the spring with my 2 best friends. I get to go to the rockstar christmas do - woo - free bar. I don't drink at home or by myself just socially. I don't live anywhere wartorn. I have a cute cat that sleeps by my feet. I have some great clothes (a shallow one hehe!) I have a job that pays well enough. despite regular demonstrations to the contrary people think I'm nice :P

that do pig.

[the-great-bj.livejournal.com]

see do you feel better now?

and I don't think it counts as taking for granted when he's desperately needed and does it because he cares about the club!

yey for the pee cat! big yey for Japan. and even bigger yey for loosing weight (wish I could... stop all the takeaways and I might lol)

[the-great-bj.livejournal.com]

ohh and yey for good clothes... even the ones I've stolen lol

[sarah-orange.livejournal.com]

some of them are pretty tenuous :P