fallout. money stress. snappy people. giving too much of a shit. not being able to see the tail end of the current set of problems in a timely fashion. being completely and utterly ignored. not even managing to spend a night away from my pc even though I'd planned to. neck pain that's stopping me doing my physio for my neck pain. getting to the bottom of things. shitstorms. not being able to download a copy of 'I want candy' by bow wow wow (ok that's a very minor one but hey as I'm venting...) not having enough time for the good people/friends in my life and watching them drift away from me bit by bit. lack of good sleep from the aforementioned neck pain. becoming soulless. being brash. this bloody dull job. trying too hard. the prospect of losing my house. the smell of cat wee in my livingroom that I can't locate the source of. never tidying my house properly due to being too busy/hungover. not being able to go out without drinking, usually too much. being too self concious if I don't drink too much. making a twat of myself and alienating men I like in the process. the shit quality of the deoderant I put on last night meaning I smell in the office today.
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fallout. money stress. snappy people. giving too much of a shit. not being able to see the tail end of the current set of problems in a timely fashion. being completely and utterly ignored. not even managing to spend a night away from my pc even though I'd planned to. neck pain that's stopping me doing my physio for my neck pain. getting to the bottom of things. shitstorms. not being able to download a copy of 'I want candy' by bow wow wow (ok that's a very minor one but hey as I'm venting...) not having enough time for the good people/friends in my life and watching them drift away from me bit by bit. lack of good sleep from the aforementioned neck pain. becoming soulless. being brash. this bloody dull job. trying too hard. the prospect of losing my house. the smell of cat wee in my livingroom that I can't locate the source of. never tidying my house properly due to being too busy/hungover. not being able to go out without drinking, usually too much. being too self concious if I don't drink too much. making a twat of myself and alienating men I like in the process. the shit quality of the deoderant I put on last night meaning I smell in the office today.
and breathe.